Amalgamated emotions

As I listened to my body, I could feel it slowly ripping away and enunciating different rhythms of notions and varied intensities.

It is all these inter-woven thoughts that make me wholesome again. I can't survive without immensed thoughts, of which these exude its own woes for me to ponder in depthfulness which make me what I am now.

My intricacies never come easy to unknot, no matter how much I strive. Sometimes, I'm lost being myself. When being surfaced, I'm quite simplistic and perky. But when being self-probed, I can't detect my true self.

This self-disentangling process is sort of tearing me apart. I find it laborious to feel anymore.

I guess my body has been strained and made frail, and of course my precious soul and perplexed mind. I know that I'm not doing a service to myself but I hope things will be better soon. I should be grateful for all the beautiful things that had befall on me in the past.

All I wish for is for my amalgamated feelings to disperse and fall into the right place now. Yes now.