And I ponder...

I'm officially massive-laden with work.

Yes. What's new right? Especially with the financial turmoil that's making almost everyone insane and anxiety-driven. Shares and stocks plummet, currency market goes berserk and value of money everywhere appears to be somewhat pricey.

I'm glad that I'm not ambushed into this money fiasco affair but it sure had taught me some lessons in learning to be prudent. This virtue is definitely applicable in all aspects of my life.

With the year nearing its closure, I do feel a bit melancholic as I know it will not exactly end with a bang this time. Just like previous years, I feel that much could have been accomplished if there were no contemplations of any sort. Unfortunately time will not be able to turn back itself. Perhaps a proud achievement for 2008 will be the decision to join the SCB half marathon in December, and of course hopefully able to complete it. Ha.

I think work has somehow numbed me to so much so that I no longer feel emotions for things I hear or see. I've began to gradually lose the ability to feel in depth and delve into its true meaning.

I know I need to seek exit from this door soon but I'm reluctant to back off from trouble at the same time.

*Sighs*