When was the last time you have been moved to tears by hearing someone sing? I recently did and that was after hearing Danny Gokey sang "You are so beautiful" in the last Amercian idol episode, where he was ousted out of the finals. What a pity. It was a voice that depicts streamless emotions and moods and almost able to lead us into his world. I'll keep hearing this song for the next one week at least.
I'm such a letdown. Loser. Bummer, whatever. I'm appalled at the fact that it's only 2 weeks more to Adidas sundown marathon and I'm doing absolutely NOTHING to prepare for it, other than the 5-7km weekly runs. I'm an abhorrent fellow and my body truly deserves all monstrous pains and aches after the run. There's the 15km passion run a week before that, fortunately. But that still can't redeem my sin but it's going to make me feel slightly less guilty.
It certainly feels rotten to lose, especially when you have reigned before. Perhaps I'm just a little desirous, but is it wrong to feel this way? It's difficult to be in the game again, unless I work triply hard. I don't want this, but I still crave for fruition afterall.
Can I be in the game again?
