Nothing is a constant in a love relationship, including the love itself.
And there comes the question of what prescribes the love which will always renew and strengthen notwithstanding all variables present in a relationship. Perhaps the answer is, there is no answer or more often than not - the answer is no, it's impossible to have a love like that.
I had that faithful vision that things somehow, someday will flourish and bloom into love fruits of our labour. Though the path may not an easy one, but with us upholding pure love which cannot be penetrated through any ammunition, it is highly attainable.
I was wrong. I can no longer breathe on your love, because I've stopped breathing myself.
At the onset, the discrepancies in our paces and outlook has already impaired the relationship. But never mind that, we still moved and tried and persevered, not knowing that through this passage of time, we have actually lost each other.
In fact, the love that you deemed robust has started to weigh and pile heavily on my shoulders. No, you do not realise that because you thought this is sufficient, this is love. But it is not, it is a burden. It suffocates me.
I do not have to keep on preaching on what you should be or should not be doing, because I realised you do not expect the same of me. Please do not assume you understand what I need. Is this contentment to you? Love should be unspoken but yet still carries itself of boundless energy, no matter where two people are. They are indispensable and it should not dependent on just one side.
Love requires no justifications or reasons. It is not Maths or Science. It is illogical to start with. So please do not request logic out of my decision. It really takes hell lot out of me with this declaration. Please do not compel me anymore, I beg of you.
Chances do not always deserves another. It will only allow me to inflict hurt and torment on us again somewhere down the road. My mind is absolutely sober and there is nowhere in my body, heart and soul I can let you gain access anymore.
Please just remember nothing else but the fact that we have loved before and that's important. Nothing present matters now.
Let's move on and not despair so that we can live life like never before. And if fate decrees, we will still meet the transformed us, and hopefully in love all over again.
