It's a strange and bizarre concoction of emotions I'm feeling right now.

Almost deranged, yet there's still this slight consciousness and objectivity left in me.

Perhaps it just means I can't feel what I'm supposed to feel now. But trust me, whatever you're feeling now, sorrow or despondency, I'm feeling the same. I want to feel the same, so that I can be with you, physically or mentally.

It's insane. But I think I'm still going ahead with it. Because you said we shouldn't live in regrets.

The Boxer Rebellion "If You Run" (from the Going The Distance soundtrack)

Dig this song! Thanks to the movie Going the Distance.

Jan's purple sister dress

I'm so going to hit the gym later and eradicate those calories.

Bangkok getaway with Fiona last week was an excellent break, but I thought could be better if I'd ended up with more purchases. Pics soon!

Past week at work had been erratic as everything seems to be moving in tandem and it was painful to just plain focus on something. Hope I'll gain some momentum this coming week.

Till then, this is a Sunday quote for you.

The majority of people perform well in a crisis and when the spotlight is on them; it's on the Sunday afternoons of this life, when the nobody is looking, that the spirit falters.
~Alan Bennett

BKK I'm coming again

I'm coming tomorrow to boost your economy, Bangkok. Please grant me a fruitful trip! :)

It was just one of those days when just having a good cup of coffee at our daily Yakun hangout beats more than anything that took place today.

I'm an obstinate saint wanna-be and it truly serves me right, yet again.

He's right.. I'm not a saint and I need to breathe as well. I guess that's got to be the most comforting thing I heard today.

Exactly last quarter of the year is residual.

As much as I'd love to say I want to entirely embrace it before another year draws its curtains on me, truth be told, I feel I've been stretched to reach almost the maximum and almost depleted of much energy left in me.

I could most likely be able to continue to thrive on, whether or not it's on continued opposing or refreshing factors. Of course I crave for the latter.

For now, I'm slightly weakened but it's still an interesting tussle within me.

Just can't wait to unravel the rest.