Edward Maya & Mia Martina - Stereo Love

Gets me going. :)

Love or Hatred?

There's nothing less than intricacy I'm feeling towards you right now.

You kinda messed me up more and more each time and I think I'm almost completely immobilized.

Has love transformed into hatred or does hatred makes me hanker for love?

I lost again.

I lost to myself.

Laughable horrid truth.

But the laceration gets dug deeper every time.

Will anyone redeem me, please?

Peace, please.

"If you want peace, stop fighting. If you want peace of mind, stop fighting with your thoughts."

-Peter McWilliams

It felt frighteningly surreal and I swore I trembled.

It was then that I realized I really cannot lose you and to be on the verge of losing you nearly made me felt faint.

I have not begged so hard before. I pushed myself and I know I had to do it. Because I cannot even imagine that's the end.

Thanks for not forsaking me. I hope it has strengthened us. I know it's silly, but I'm still not giving you up.

Self compassion

SH shared a fantastic and inspiring article with me this week. Something that relates to going easy and developing self compassion towards ourselves. He thinks that I should have more self compassion and cut myself some slack. It's scaringly true when he says that because I realized this is exactly what is happening.

The research suggests that giving ourselves a break and accepting our imperfections may be the first step towards better health.

Ok fine. I really need to go easy on myself. Self compassion, not self pity.