I hope my prayers will be answered.

Weak

I'm dead beat after spending a whole humid day at Marina Barrage today. I was even contending with my own determination whether or not to go for a 5km run when I come home but hell no, I just had no single ounce of energy left. It was zapped up just like that. I feel so weak, physically and mentally.

I have so much in mind, but I simply can't think properly now. I shall leave myself to think about it in my dreams later perhaps.

Colourless

I really wonder how many times of clarifications I need to make until I realized there is no need to anymore.

Everytime it happens, I cringe and fear the subsequent time. It really shouldn't be the way. But I let it happen to me everytime.

Time for another round. Should I do it? I think I will. Because you really matter.

Duffy - Hanging On Too Long

I know it's wrong hanging on too long...

Grasping hard to let go of longings and expectations of you and cling on to unconditionalities instead.

I really hope I'll be happier this way.

Hurts - Blood, Tears & Gold

An awesome live version of Blood, Tears & Gold by Hurts. I'm charmed.

5th one and counting...