And so, I have almost realised that it may be coming to a halt soon. Though inside me, I still very much like to retain that connection I have felt for these period of time.

Everytime I try to tighten that gap between us, it seems futile and I end up feeling forlorn. It has been too many times and I have forgotten how to feel for it anymore.

I know very well that I'm still trapped in my own poor soul. I have been trying to be strong and reminded myself that somehow it will be over without much effort on my own.

But I hope you know, I'll still be there. Please bear that in mind.