PS-ed

In just a while...

Your prescence is going to be evaporated soon. And how I wished before that really happens, I can grasp hold of something I finally understand.

But it's not going to happen and I wonder if I'll ever snap out of this somewhat mental mutilating game I've been playing with myself all these while. A game that I've already felt numb clinging on to it. It is probably just sheer irrationality and stupidity but I still indulge wholeheartedly.

I know it's beckoning. I really know it. But I wished somehow it's still not going to happen if I chose to remain where we are now. But I'm left with no options. You didn't leave me any choices right from the start, did you? Perhaps you know you shouldn't.

It's alright. I'll just let it sink until it reaches the bottom of my heart and it will just really diffuse on its own.

It takes only a while, doesn't it? I really hope so.

Sunrise from Mt Kinabalu

This has got to be the most epic and momentous picture for the whole trip.

I wished I'm running on an unlimited battery that never bails out. Revitalisation!

For this summit

I don't think I'll do it again. But I'm so proud of myself nonetheless!

Approaching another one

"Challenges are gifts that force us to search for a new center of gravity. Don't fight them. Just find a different way to stand."

-Oprah Winfrey

5 more days...

... to Kota Kinabalu climb! I simply can't wait to torture my legs. :)