2010's last by myself

Another entire new year will be resetted to null at the stroke of 12am later.

This time around, when there's nobody physically with me to rejoice the cessation of a worthy year, I hope to embrace ushering of the new year myself and hopefully all senses and emotions will be heightened with just my own presence.

When just thinking about this now brings a smile on my face, I knew I've come to terms that perhaps this will be one of my best moments in 2010.

I hope 2011 will be awesome!

You probably didn't know, that is really all I've always pined for in this life.

Thank you.

Merry X'mas!

Absolutely love this year's Christmas eve which is so filled with simplicity-tinted happiness with awesome presences. One of the best I've ever endeavoured!

I think it's enough

I didn't know that I can still breathe on ephemeral spasms of happiness from you.

Maybe this is really sufficient.

"Security is a kind of death."

-Tennessee Williams

Kelly, no matter what kind of paths we have crossed during those years, you were a part of my life in little ways or another. I hope you are feeling more secured than ever up there.

Rest in peace.

CHIO!

my 2nd marathon!

Yeah.. completed gruellingly. But the results was not what I expected. Blame it on the insufficient rest last night and overly-glaring sun which screwed up the last stretch of the race. Nevertheless another achievement!

And the pleasant surprise was being able to see him after the whole ordeal. Thank you for the motivations via sms while I was still limping during the race, the wait, the drinks and sending me back. It made every inch of pain more tolerable.

So I was right all along.

It matters to you afterall.

I finally understood, though I really want to be in denial.

I finally understood.

Your staunched presence beside me some hours ago still lingers till now.

And now, I can't believe I'm already starting to yearn for you.