When you really just want something so intensely, will you discard your rationality to go for it?

I still don't know if I would, but I know I'm swirled more resolutely with each passing day. I can no longer control the recapitulated desires and thoughts.

I can only self-subdue.

"At the innermost core of all loneliness is a deep and powerful yearning for union with one's lost self."

-Brendan Francis

Looks like I can only indulge with a sane mind.

deeper

I seem to be descending into a bottomless pit with nothing conclusive within. The pit that grabs hold of me dearly yet thrusting me aside leaving me perplexed and perturbed.

No idea how long this is going to linger, but one thing for sure is, it keeps me going unyieldingly.

audition

I haven't done this for the longest time.

I could feel my heart pulsating rapidly when the lines were ran through.

I know I want this.

Will I be chosen???

I'm starving.

But I need nothing less than equilibrium right now.

Melaka

Short getaway with Fiona during Good Friday weekend was refreshing.

Hotel Puri was fantastic, shopping had more to offer than expected and I got to savour authentic Peranakan food and chicken rice balls.

Not forgetting the cheap massages... 2 solid hrs of full body massage for RM$99 only!

We will definitely do this again. :)