Being the first Saturday of the year, today seemed to be sort of lacking of the usual weekend flavour. And it was further brought down by the wet and rainy weather. Sigh. what a indifferent Saturday to spend in town.
I don't know what's going on deep within me today but I just felt melancholic and vexed, without any specific reasons. I suppose this is PMS? I can't believe this is happening to me as it seldom does. Argh. I detest feeling this way and yet unable to exercise any control over it.
Well, maybe I just simply feel bored? I'm a person who needs constant stimulation mentally and emotionally. And I seemed to be losing all these stimulation to drive my life ahead. I always look forward to weekends but they are disappointing me more and more now.
This is not too positive an outlook for a start of the year. And I hope my future weekends won't be as bleak as today.
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