It felt frighteningly surreal and I swore I trembled.

It was then that I realized I really cannot lose you and to be on the verge of losing you nearly made me felt faint.

I have not begged so hard before. I pushed myself and I know I had to do it. Because I cannot even imagine that's the end.

Thanks for not forsaking me. I hope it has strengthened us. I know it's silly, but I'm still not giving you up.